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Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 11:39 PM

Thinking of my new year resolution.

2009, was not a bad year.

I went into a relationship of my life.

Had lots of ups and downs.

Know alot of new people. Understand alot of stuff too.

Thanks everyone making this year a fruitful one.

& next year will be a better one.

The year where I start to pursue my dreams!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS

Friday, December 25, 2009, 3:45 PM

Ho Ho Ho

Merry Christmas Everyone. Enjoy your day.

I quite enjoyed my Christmas though things happened. But thanks Evon for the chalet yesterday. Was super uper fun! Drink like mad & stuff. Met Ken & gang awhile also. Didnt take pictures though :(

Looking forward to countdown party!!!!

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finally sleeping.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 12:04 AM

I am super happy.

I slept till 7pm.

I decide to face everything.

And stand on my own feet.

MEL CAN DO IT.

If I were to fall again.

I will stand up again.

Even it takes a lifetime.

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face the fucking reality

Sunday, December 20, 2009, 7:33 AM

Okay, I am perfectly sober! Even I drunk fucking lot just now.

I will fucking face the reality so you better be fucking reading it!

This is my confession.

1. I fucking cant get over you.

2. I really really wanna get over with it. Is really killing me.

3. I really really wanna see you again.

4. I am also really scared to see you. I don't know what to do if I met up with you.

5. Those things I said that I let go, move on, or something along this line. IS ALL FUCKING LYING TO MYSELF.

6. I am fucking scared of another relationship. Seriously FUCKING SCARED.

7. & I realised I am a SUPER UPER FUCKING LUCKY BITCH. I have really good people around me. Seriously thanks. I am just a FUCKED UP BITCH, yet you guys just stayed with me.

8. Lastly, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I wanna change to be a stronger person, I wanna get over and done with. I want to be happy. HELP!!!!!

St James was crazy today.

I saw hell lot of people, let me name.

Lewis, Javier, Daryl, Jun Xiang, Yin Sheng, Edwin, Wei Ting,

Cassandra, Brandon, K, Eric & maybe I forget some others.

Clubbed with Yiting, Kenneth, Clayton, Randal, Calvin + gang,

Pillar Lai (lol) + friends.

All the long lost friends. OMG OMG

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Maddy's 21st

Saturday, December 19, 2009, 3:10 PM

Went to Maddy's 21st yesterday, at some condo around Geylang area. Was quite fun, theme was pink and silver, and cute??? OMG. that theme almost killed me. Celeste dressed in a tutu, Cheeri was in school uniform. Super Uper cute :) & I was playing with Celeste's pink hairband.

Maddy's bear featuring Terry & Mel's specs :)

Went powerhouse after that. Bored like !@#$%^&*()_

1 week of holidays has passed.

I haven done ANYTHING.

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christmas wishlist

Friday, December 18, 2009, 12:33 AM

Christmas is in a week time. Suppose to celebrate with someone. Well, forget it. My Christmas is still to be confirm. Well, at least have plans. & I am going to party. I think... Christmas, what should I prepare for friends? &&& my Christmas wishlist is E-M-P-T-Y. When my beloved Sheryl ask me, "what you want for Christmas?" & I think and think and is empty. OMG OMG. I seriously dont know what I want. Burberry Brit? But my Femme is still full. Damn.

Suggestions anyone?

I thought we could celebrate together.

Well, no one can predict the future.

Best wishes for tomorrow :)

I give you my luck.

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holidays is good.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 10:07 PM

I am enjoying my holidays to the fullest, I dont know what day is today. Club, slack, stayovers, chalet. I am making full use of my holidays to have fun. No work done. Okay, I have to do my U-art soon, MMNS & Netsec also.

Went Xing Yao's chalet yesterday at Sentosa Coasta Sands. Seriously, is nice a its own way. But is super inconvenient. No car = die. They drank like beer after beer. Goodness. &&& I AM FUCKING ALLERGIC TO BEER. ZOMG!!!!! !@#$%^&*()_ Please mummy dont find out. If not there goes my night life.

Monday slacked with Calvin at 400+. Talk damn lot of cock.

Life's good. Have fun.

Are you leading your happy life?

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power house.

Sunday, December 13, 2009, 12:00 PM

Kenny is in the army now. Sent him of to Tekong, super stuck there for 5 hours. Damn long. &&& He found himself a good girl :)

Watch Feng Yun on Friday. Is a SUPER WASTE OF TIME. So 10 years ago they produce nicer movie ehh. Damn retarded movie. Super regret. Met up with ahwei next.

Met Calvin to go power house with his friend. Finally got my member card. Thanks Calvin's friends sharing price with me. & my card is red woooo :) Super fun duper funnn. Despite seeing Brandon so many times there, was the first time clubbing with him yesterday. Met like lots of friends, and Jason aka as Brandon aka Lucus came. LOL.

Happy shalala. :)

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hello holidays :)

Friday, December 11, 2009, 1:02 AM

HELLO HOLIDAYS

GOODBYE EXAMS :)

Is like the last holiday of poly already, if I graduate on time. I must graduate on time. Looking super forward to holidays, beside the reports that have to complete, every else is GOOD :)))) I wanna go on a shopping spree. I need new clothings. I have alot of things I wanna do and need to do.

I am happy :)

I am just a fucking hypocrite.

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past

Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 9:52 PM

如果还有遗憾, 是分手那天, 我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来。

若那一刻重来, 我不哭, 让他知道我可以, 很好。

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我已终于放弃了

我会忘记，然后往前看

The last thing I need from you.
Tell me you are okay and happy.
& this will make things alot better.

The packet of sweet is still there untouched.

I am glad I didnt eat it.

It ended up the first and last.

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