Just another moment more, with me.

Damn, I am freaking sleepy now, damn deprive of sleep man, seriously. How I wish I could just sleep now, this second, anywhere is okay. How many nights I haven slept properly, uncountable I guess.

Nothing much to do at attachment now, after that incident, my drive is affected, seriously. Basically, just waiting for time to pass. Dont know what to do else, I got nothing to do, even my personal stuff. Damn, I am freaking bored.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
9:39 AM

I just bathe not too long ago, felt very refreshed. So I decided to browse through my folders to see is there any unwanted files. So as I go on, I went to my photos & clicked on OGL photos. I seriously miss those days with Pammy & Anan!! Thanks Anan who put me in the night shift, I really enjoy those nights for 2 months. Now after 2 years, I really miss those days. I really met great people, these people really change my life alot and also widen my knowledge about alot of things too.

Never had I regretted taking up that job with Johnathan. Never had I regretted knowing Louis. And I really do miss those days where Anan is screaming at me & pammy. & enjoy those nights where I could bicker around with Haikal, where Louis & Pam always say I am stupid and stuff. & going to dance with Pam at Wu before work starts. Sleeping together at Pacific Coffee Club at the same old particular couch.

Those days are the best of my life. The memory still stays so fresh and clear, seems like it was just yesterday that the event is over, in fact it was 2 years ago. Thanks Jerlyn for your jokes & Clara for your sincerity. Take cares my friends, & I believe that 1 day we will meet up again and share our wonderful memories again.

& those were the days where I got real fat. Eat & sleep.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
2:04 AM

Feeling abit imbalanced ehh. Hmmm went clubbing with Celeste on Friday at St James. The place was great, like not very crowded neither not very empty. Like got space for everyone, there is no need to squeeze with each other. The music wasnt really good cause was house though, not my cup of tea. Practically, we both forget that St James was playing house that night.

Met up with a few friends there, clubbed to about 3plus closing 4, went to Mac to have breakfast. After the hotcake I felt sleepy, as usual. Eat then sleep, that is my forte. When home after that.

The night was great. Know new people, seen farmilar faces. How I wish was RnB, but if it is, it will be crowded like crazy.

Need to do my photoshop now.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
10:35 AM

Work is so fucked up seriously. Is like free labour & the boss is super fucked up. All they do is throw everything to our supervisor, Liping & say: "call the students to help you". I know is our job, but is like we go on attachment for project. Not to help you set up rack and stuff. Once in a while is okay, but is like every single time. Whats more, we never do before, dont know what is the exact screws to use and stuff, no one tell us too. & they jus budge in early in the morning and scold us. Like we were some kinda retard. Okay, nevermind. More to come.

We were given a new project to do and the existing one wasn't complete because there is not enough adobe photohop. 3 people fight for 1, what the fuck already. Never mind. And all the while I have been using photoshop for years so quite farmillar with it. Then they say complete the new project within 2weeks. Okay can. & also go learn Gimp(a free photo shop) Sorry I am no genius, just a dim-witted ordinary girl. What makes you think that I can complete the model in 2 weeks, when I am not really farmillar with creator & at the same time learn a totally new program that I never touched before in my fucking entire 18 years of life.

& the boss didn't come to tell us this. He talked behind our backs, "is not they don't know how to use, is they don't wanna learn." HELLO?? We have to do models, do your stupid computer rack, help you find lap top, do cabling for you, shifting for you & a 2 weeks deadline to meet. We do not have super human power neither have 100 hours a day. Or at the most, tell us nicely, really.

Seriously, what a F-U-C-K-E-D U-P company I am in.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
9:35 PM

H1N1 is the hot topic now I guess. Everyone is like discussing about it. I looked through stomp.com.sg & the papers. I was utterly disgusted by the comments people made. I know death is scary, but there is no need to be so afraid to the extend that you start blaming any Tom, Dick & Harry. When your time is up, your time is up.

This is some comments.

deritz said on 27 May, 2009

troublemaker... Should sue her for bringing in the virus!

- This is like what the hack? How can you say that, does she have a choice? Is a study trip. The prof did not cancel because the alert level changed from orange to yellow, & the virus is not spreading like wildfire compared to SARS. Is a good opportunity for her studies right? How could you like say that?

slav_wiz said on 28 May, 2009

Never tot dat a UNI student so damn stupid. Her degree can flush down the drain, while her brain can go and have a wash

- This is even better, what have a degree got to do with this. She didn't want it right? She is also suffering too what. Put yourself in other people's shoes?

I am not related to her or whatsoever, is just that, this is something that no one wants it to happen right? Why is she getting all the blame?

Stomp is a webby showing how ugly is Singaporeans, the people who stomp it as well as people who commit it. Why start a webby so reflect how horrible Singaporeans is?

AnotherDayHadPassed;
11:50 PM

I haven't been blogging for a long time. My blog is super deprive of photos, OMG!! Getting lazy to upload photos and stuff.

As usual, attachment is like !@#$%^&*() cannot be described in words. Rushing models this week. Super tiring. Is like when I am on the bus the grid from creater is like implanted to my head. Whatever building I see, is like having a illusion of the grid behind the building!!!!! This is how crazy it is.

There is a couple of movies I really wanna watch them seriously.

- Dance Subaru

- Night at the Mesuem 2

- Blood+

- Harry Potter?

- Ice Age?

& many more, lots of great movie coming up...

Off to bed, is like 3 plus & tomorrow got work. OMG I guess I am so not going to wake up on time....

AnotherDayHadPassed;
3:06 AM

My mood have been horrible these days. What happened to me?

AnotherDayHadPassed;
11:53 AM

I spent my Saturday at home. Alot of things happened, but is alright already. Watched an amazing anime, Itazura Na Kiss, (イタズラなKiss) the writer of the manga passed away without ending the story, her husband continued for her. Really, a very good story, it really touched my heart.

I am amazed by the girl's determination for her love. I think love really can bring someone to do anything right. Although is just an anime only, still really touched.

A very nice and sweet ending song.

時間よ止まれ

君と過ごす時間　あっという間
気付けばデートはもう終盤
離れたくない　帰りたくない
時を止めてずっと一緒にいたい

テレ隠しなセリフも
見つめ合う瞬間も
アナタと居る時間も
足りないけど
最終電車見送るまで
握りしめてくれた手
さりげない優しさが嬉しいよ

おとぎ話なら
すぐにアナタの居る明日へ行けるのに...
every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしもたった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

時間よ止まれ　このまま
僕のたった一つのワガママ
だけど　それは叶わない
このもどかしさ伝えたいよ
１日たった24時間
足りないよ　あと100時間
それだけあれば　もっともっと
見つけるよ　君のいいとこ

今度はいつ会えるの？
何度も言ったら　しつこく思われそう
不安と希望が半分ずつ
この思いは変わらない　多分ずっと
君は僕をどう思っているのか

every time, everyday, everything...
恋しいぬくもりと
言葉にならない心の声を
これからは素直に伝えてみせるから
動き始めた時を　神様止めてよ...
ワガママでいいの
帰したくないと言ってよ
アナタがワタシを望むのなら
迷わずに心に花を添えるよ

every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしも　たった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

every time, everyday, everything
もし離れても僕が繋ぎ止めるよ
アナタはワタシの特別な人
every time, everyday, everything
信じるよ　時が止まらなくても
運命ならいつだって巡り逢えるよね？

運命なら僕たちは巡り逢えるよね？

English Translation. (Jikan yo Tomare)

The time I spend with you is surprising
When I realize it, the date is already at its final stage
I don't want to let go, I don't want to return
Stop the time, I want to be together forever

The words I hide in my embarrassment
The moments when our eyes met
The time we spent together
I wish they had all lasted longer
Your hand held mine until
You saw me off at the final train
Your nonchalant kindness makes me happy

If this were a fairy-tale
I'd instantly be able to go to a future with you
Every time, everyday, everything
Even if I don't put it into words
You are my special place
If I could be granted just one wish
Dear God, please stop time when we are alone together

Stop the time, just like this
My only selfishness
But that won't come true
I want to tell you about this impatience
There's only twenty-four hours in a day
It's not enough, after a hundred hours
If that's the only thing that exists, more and more
I'll find your endless good

When will we meet again?
No matter how many times I say it, I keep thinking about it
A half of me is anxious and the other half is hoping
This feeling won't change, maybe, surely
What do you think of me?

Every time, everyday, everything
If it's a beloved warmth
Not becoming words, the voice of the heart
Because I'll show it to you honestly from now on
God, please stop the time when it starts to move
It's fine even if it's in selfishness
I'll say that I won't return it
If you're the one I wish for
Without hesitating, I'll attach a flower on my heart

Every time, everyday, everything
Even though it doesn't become words
You are my special place
If my only wish could become true
God, please stop the time that is only ours

Every time, everyday, everything
Even if we were to go our separate ways, I'll hold us together
You are my special person
Every time, everyday, everything
I have faith. Even if time doesn't stop
If we're fated then we'd be able to see each other anytime, right?

AnotherDayHadPassed;
1:28 AM

I was jus randomly looking around the photos I had, & somehow I missed the past, 1 year 2 days have passed. I thought we could last. I let go of it first, didn't I? I had no regrets though, gave the best I could, done the best I can. I do honestly miss you sometimes. Yet, I dont see the point. Contradicting eh?

Well, I am happy though, with the life I have now. I am not hiding my sorrows or my feelings. I am really honest about how I feel.

Done with all this, ATTACHMENT IS CRAP. Why are we doing free labour? Why are doing stuff that is totally not related to our project. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I NEED TO DO FOR MY PROJECT. F-U-C-K!! Like totally, is been a month, and I am still like a fucking lost BABY!!

I seriously would rather got suck in the lab and do some google phone programming then doing this kinda shit OUTSIDE!!!

Randomly took some quiz. Is it true? I dont really know myself well.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
11:05 PM

Attachment is getting BORING!!! S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y!! Everyday looking forward to breaks only. I am going to get fat. Like my appetite become super duper monstrous. Han Wei always calls me a big eater :( & I manage to do up OCBC building :)

Labour day went to Batam for a short trip.

Massage there was great & cheap. Less then SGD$ 10 + tips.

Seafood was great too, had super fresh seafood for breakfast.

Shopping was lousy. I couldnt get anything beside tonns of sweets :)

& Bintan beer was superb.

I swear to myself.

I WILL NEVER TOUCH TIGER BEER.

S-U-P-E-R D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!!

Can attachment end quick?

I wanna go on a holidays.

Something interesting.

"You want internet connection. Do your own cable."

This is what our company did to us.

AnotherDayHadPassed;
11:29 PM

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