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I havent been updating quite sometime.

Weekends, Saturday.
End up, I didnt watch fireworks, cos my buddy need me more, he doesnt want his friends to worry about him, so he acted as nothing happen. But this is more worrying, keeping things to himself. We chatted, he put in effort, he failed, then succeeded, best wishess. During the chat. he called someone down too, a someone that I dont wanna see, when we talk, I feel like I am an extra, so much pressure when talking. Anyway, maybe there goes our friendship too.

Sunday.
I didnt step out of my house at all, well it has been like that since that irritating incident happened. Anyway, I wanted to call my mummy to go out with me, but when I wanna find her, she disappeared, as usual. Watch anime and drama, thats my Sunday, but I pretty much enjoyed it.

Monday.
I went for a job interview with Jonathan, a job at the airport transit area. Something fun. Looking forward to working, Also a modeling agency called me and also another admin job called me, seems like a job day. Reach home before sun set, got my adobe photoshop CS2, so was playing with it the whole night.

Today.
Basically, I stayed at home for the whole day again! I just dont wanna go out, dont know why. so yupps visited my god-daughter at night, well she getting cranky these days, dont know what happen to her. A cute picture of her. My favorite picture =) She is coming 8 months old.


Very little visit my blog, so well, I can say something here. I always seems that I am okie, but seriously I am not. I am laughing out loud for over small things, and seriously LOUD! Starting to eat alot alot alot, and my body cant take it anymore, I start to vomit and falling sick. I will suddenly feel very very down, and need people by my side to talk to me and guide me. I want my original self back!