I went out with DAVID to celebrate my birthday today. Supposingly, we are suppose to watch song of the sea, but end up didnt, as he were lazy to travel all the way to Sentosa. It was my birthday celebration but he decided it in the end, never mind, I had LOTS of fun.


We headed down to orchard, as usual I was making damn lots of noise and disturbing him. Shopping around is the most boring thing ever, so he insisted a movie. No nice movie, all horror and violent movies which I wont ever watch them! OVER MY DEAD BODY! So end up we decided on a M18 show, Who slept with her. Well is the first time i sneak into movies without the legal age. It was fun though. The show was SUPER FUNNY! Although they said "some sexual scenes" they really mean some. I dont get it why they made it M18, well i sneaked in. Nobody even checking at all! The movie is just pure funny. Twist in the story



As I was sitting too long in the cinema, didnt move at all, and I stood up too fast. My drama come again. Low blood! Got giddy and didnt have strength to move. Sorry David, I brought u trouble. My health is still as bad as ever.


The show was still damn funny. I didnt take much photo at all, only 2.

I lost my wallet AGAIN! This is the second time this term. Yes, I am super careless, I dont know where I left it. Lucky there is still some peeps I know still in school. Borrow 2 bucks + from TRAIN THANKS LOTS MAN, if not I will be walking home.

Went to IGM yesterday with Zac & Train, and it made me hate STEVEN LEE more man, just by his actions and everything the way he eat. OMG, I am disgusted. But Train said something cute too.

Train: I going to coach tkd, boring one. Just call them kick kick can already
Me: ya lor kick here kick there.
Train: If not call them do 540 sure win one!
Me: wa everything 540, you can do?
Train: no =.=

But anyway. dont be despair over the fail of the grading man. YOU SURE WILL PASS THE NEXT TIME ROUND. JiaYous =) was too tired to blog ytd =.=

So, I gave up my camp for ice skating. although the camp will be a very very fun one. But I promised friends that I will go for the ice skating, was fun though, seeing people falling down. I didnt fall, back injury, I rather be the ones falling down, I wanna be like the rest, dont need to think about anything for my health. But I couldnt. After ice skating, my BACK aches like FUCK! until now too! why like that :(

After ice skating, when to James house, gambling. Jokes happened


Glen: last round, I play 10 bucks!
JiuYuan: okie lahs, I left 9 all chiong, sure can one
Everybody started put everything they got.....
JiuYuan-me: just throw all, can win one!
End up, banker black jack, all needa pay double!
Everybody: WHAT THE HELL! all lost money!


Going to meet david soon.... tired!!!

End up I didnt meet david, wasnt feeling very well and also very tired. So I stayed at James house until 6+ in the morning. Its the first time i spend the entire night outside, woooo it was fun =) But waiting for cab in the morning is like so DAMN difficult. We wanted to take a 5 person cab down to the next street only, but the NOOB taxi driver jus wont allow!!!! less den 10 second drive, scared for what. And still gives us attitude, omg, WHAT THE FUCK MAN! Well, we all said, his business comfirm very horrible, + his karma will come.

So in the end, I didnt sleep for the whole night. DAMN TIRED! 8 in the morning still go all the way to nee soon camp just to open umbrella for NDP. Furthermore, the whole event ended like half an hour to 45min, is like WTF! Traveling all the way from pasir ris to yishun! Also sacrificing my sleep time for the event. Look on the bright side man, on the actual day IT WILL BE FUN!

I haven been updating again! I need to so some self-reflection. I have been taking school too lightly, no sense of urgency for my work. what is happening to me.

Well I shall update more on the happier things rather then things that only the answer can find within me. I went to Sentosa on sunday, FINALLY! with David and his gang of friends whom people I dont know. I just love tanning, although I am getting fairer. But this time round, only tanning no playing in the sea. Surprising, I didnt touch waters at all. I have been tanning all the way + abit of beach volleyball. Things are simple, but turn out to be just GREAT!







Besides that, I went to a seminar which I had alot of fun too! I reached home at about 3+ last night and once again I couldnt wake up on time for school! DAMMIT. My mind is not set for school. What the hell am I doing. Play time is always at the back of my mind. My parents are letting me have a bit of freedom. so I shall control myself, if not it will be taken away again.






Due to photobucket maintenance, the photos will be up later.

Yesterday, I was rotting at eng fund lab, and I took pictures of the mickey mouse that Tavis had bought for me at Hong Kong Disney Land, that mickey is super cute man =)





I woke up late today, real late. Supposingly school starts at 12 and I woke up at 12 too, isn't that amazing? again, I took a cab down to school, getting broke because of cab fares! I didn't study for my web app test and I think I flung it, as usual. This term I have been very slack, don't want to go school and even I go, I didn't pay much attention, what the hack happened to me man!

I thought of going home to slack after school, when I was eating at bread board, David called saying wanna meet me. He treated me for Genki Sushi, went to town for Bens and Jerry and got a cute wind chime from Marina Square.





The people of my life had stood up to stop me from doing things, I felt lost, don't know what to do. They had been supportive all these years, but why over a small matter, they couldn't let me go ahead. I don't really know what else to do. But somehow I will prove to you guys, I needa grow, I needa be independent sometimes, I need to fall in order to learn faster, and I need more support from you guys so that I will have more confident. Remember, you guys are the pillars of my life, this is my learning stage, and I can do what I longed for.

I spent my whole Saturday at company. Although it sound utter boring but it was fun! The people is simply cool + fun. Everybody is super hyper + friendly, I love the working environment, so i actually keep going down to get myself very comfortable. went through some kinda training, also did some stupid thing along the way. I learn abit of dancing with Din.



Ye Hui, Cheng Yong and me hang round in the office until quite late. surprisingly, they gave me training at their own will!! THANKS MAN! greatly appreciate it =) for some reason we waited for the managers to finish their MS. until 11+ 12, listen to some talk by our BGM. Something quite interesting. too many people there, no ventilation, damn , I fainted! wth, all the guy their freak out dont know what to do. dammit, after a month to 2 i haven't been fainting, so embarrassing and I dragged everyone time. SORRY =(

after I get better, we went to geylang for supper, it was like 2+ already =) papa not in Singapore, can havoc abit =) I love this kinda feeling man, well I didnt stayed out so late before, parent are being very strict.

supposingly, I should blog last night but too tired so blogged today.

I AM STILL EDITING!!!!!!!!!!!! IT LOOKS DIFFERENT OF FIREFOX AND IE!!!!

Finally I done with my blog. since afternoon until 6 in the morning, I know I am nuts. I like the feeling after completing my blog. I edited alot from the original one i took from. After much consideration i decided to leave the credits there. cos the basic concept is there and I stole the picture and edited here and there to suit my white background.

I didnt go school today, having a serious headache when I woke up. At first, I couldnt wake up ,surprisingly , as I had more sleep compared to normal days. I had fever when i woke up =( when to a doctor at night and got 2days MC. Instead of resting early, I ended up blogging the night though, I think it will get worst.

In the afternoon, Sheryl bought me donuts from DONUT FACTORY. She queued for an hour, and got for me a carton, also one for herself. I will upload the photos tommorow.




off to bed, my dad is going to malaysia today, if i am caught awake I will be dead.

I am lazy to out up the photos and even blog. I will have it up soon I guess. school as usual nothing much. did shopping yesterday spent a hundred bucks on 2 jeans ans 2 tops, kept asking myself "is it expensive or not?" got hooked up with a new job the people are nice but still a raw market. I wanna try something new to prove to people around me that I can do well.

After a long time, finally I chatted with him on msn. I miss the days he smses me. I miss the days where wake up calls are done by him. I miss the days where he was on the phone with me late at night. I miss the days where he accompany me to train my stupid maple char which takes forever to level. I hate and blamed myself for being so stupid. I wont forget how was the feeling when i broke the news out to him that i am attached to another guy. Tears just rolled down unknowingly. Apparently, i had made the wrong choice and let go of him. Everything was too late. Nothing can change anymore. The shirt he bought for me is still my favorite top. I took his presence for granted. Both of us are at fault, why didnt both of us took a step closer. We dragged on too long. Destiny has played on us. Fate had separated us. We are not meant to be. I chose to let go everything.

getting tired...... chionging WRTORAL!!!

i haven't been blogging the last few days again. well since today i skiped my lecture again, i am at cyber center wasting my time off. i went to the lecture hall, for 5 min and thought at running. sheryl came to my lecture too since she got nothing to do during her long 2 hours break. on the process of running out of the lecture hall, the lecturer saw me DAMN! but nevermind who cares.

i didnt want to wake up this morning. as i start school at 10, i dont need to rush to follow my parent's car. and sheryl also OVERSLEPT too, we ended up taking cab to school together. and for my eng fund lab test. i think gone! i did it correctly at first, due to lacking of confidence i erased the correct one, and there goes my 40 marks, byebye. =(

yesterday it was tavis birthday, my bestie for years, i made(cos no baking need in cheesecake) a cake for him and we both went shopping yesterday. apparently the first time turns out to be great =)


when i am home i will upload the photos i have taken to pass few days..... off for lunch....