After a month of closeness, I felt that you guys started to leave me out of everything. Maybe it is not this way you guys think. But somehow it made me feel this way. When you guys go out or have lunch. I have to always ask what is happening next. Made me feel like you guys dont want me to go. But I continued to be thick skinned and followed. This is how am I thinking now. Please tell me that I am wrong thinking this way. I really treasure this friendship. But somehow or rather I felt that, you guys aint that close to me anymore. Maybe we are becoming more and more like strangers. If you guys want things to go this way, I dont mind but please tell me first. Straight into my face, doesnt matter, I just wanna know.

&&& I seriously have to say this
I AM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS TODAY. I shouldn't show my emotions to you guys and maybe made you guys unhappy. I AM SERIOUSLY SORRY. Especially KELVIN.

I dont know what is happening on my tag board.
But I would sincerely like to say this. If you are not my friend please don't try to act like one and use my friend's name to tag. DONT YOU HAVE YOUR OWN NAME??? Or are you to ashame to post your own? STOP USING NAMES LIKE YOKIE & -DES! You are not the person, please dont try to be like them. It totally disgust me. My friend dont talk to way and I know. Please have some own style factor thank you. I am sure you have your own name. If not, it is a tragic that you dont have one and need to act as someone else.

To yokie : the reply that I replied "what whatever? you idiot!!!" is actually in a joking tone. I am not scolding you. But apparently it wasnt you who typed it. I thought you are just disturbing me.

I really treasure this friendship.
With all of you all.
This is what I wanna tell you guys.