Sometimes I seriously ask myself what is HOME?? Somewhere warm where one can feel love and care?? Or, just a place with 4 walls where one feel cold and all stressed up?? What is home to you?? I somehow cannot take it anymore, I feel like SHIT! My house aint warm and relax, I feel like going on a examination, I have to be careful with whatever I do, I have to be at the peak, I cant make any mistake or I will severely punished. This is the place I lived in. I feel as if I am going on a war every single day. I SURRENDER!! I am tired. I wanna stop moving, I wanna just stop moving. Cause I cant take it anymore.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRIEND KENNY!!! 24 jan, I hope you had fun, I couldnt buy you a meal sorry, I promise I will make up for it. ENJOY UR SWEET 18!!!

My fucked up life, my blog is boring. My life is totally screwed. I dont know what the hell I am doing, just wasting my life away. I am not happy, not cheerful, not carefree. I am just a troubled women. I wanna take a break from everything. I wanna stop moving on and jus rest. BUT I CANT!!

I am out of ideas of what to do next. Someone tell me how?

I forgotten a very important post. TEMASEK OPEN HOUSE 2008!!!!! How can I forget to blog it when I had so much fun? How can I forget to blog it when I know so manyyyyyyyyyyy new and fun friend? How can I forget to blog it when I can draw my own event shirt? So I am here blogging about a 1 week ago event!!

I didnt attend the E-Guides training camp, so I thought I couldnt be part of this event anymore, I went to sch on Thursday as usual at 2. I went to class and found out that my shift for the lab test is later part of the lesson. At the concourse I saw Mars and they said I could join so HERE I AM!! I join the cheer team as I didnt know the route of the open house. Ended at 6+ stayed back to do next day shirt till 8 plus.

Next day Friday, cheering, rara-ing, mass dance was our thing. I know great friends as well as B1,B2 hahas. But but but I didnt go on sat, had something on, sads, but is okie, I HAD FUN.

TP OI~
"TEMASEK IS ME"
"TEMASEK IS YOU"
"WEEEEEE ARRRREEEEE AAAAAA TEEEAAAMMM"
"YOYOYOYO"

I feel my life being controlled by others. I am just a joke to others. I suck okie. LOL Feeling emo. HAHA....

OMG, I haven been blogging ever since man. Mapling mapling mapling, well, I am getting lifeless. My freaking voice is not recovering, my head is aching like free. What the fuck is happening to me? I haven seen Ken & gang for a long time. Honestly, I MISS THEM. I haven been going to school. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. Keep falling sick like nobody business.

So I got 2 new sisters, 1 Marilyn, we are share the same birthday TOTALLY!! And I also got another sis, Nnaiomi, she is the best sis ever. My new hair color look so decent.

Han got a weird taste man. Dont trust him!!

First thing, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Bye bye 2007, bye bye sweet 17, bye bye unhappiness, bye bye slim me. Hellos to, studying hard, mapling??, fatty me, changed me, happy me!!

I haven't blog for a long time, I guess my readers are getting lesser and lesser and maybe to none. Well, whats my reason of blogging, I dont pour out my feelings here. Everyone is reading, I feel uncomfortable and am very careful with the words I say. So sometimes I asked, whats the point of blogging?? Okie, I am weird.

What I did the past few days, I have been spending my night over at Krislan. From Thursday onwards I haven been sleeping until Sunday, KO! Saturday went to Double O to chiong, the drinks are cheap but the crowd for dancing not very good. Drunk vodka lime. Maybe, I will not go Double O again.

School Started!! STUDY HARD MEL!