Alot of things are happening. I still got alot of things to tell you. Really got alot of things to say. Slacking here a while more before I go. So many things are still untold. Maybe those things meant to be kept in my heart and never been told. Having a relationship is always what I wanted, a relationship that will last, close to forever. Which I thought I could only find them in fairytale. Anyways is over. I dont know when will I be back I promise I will be good and take good care of myself......... I thought it could last even our differences..............



Those happy moments are always with me whenever I go.
I will fly away. As far as I can go.
Take cares. My loved.

Alot may think this is a emo post but is not! Emo times are overrrrrrr!

I am S-I-N-G-L-E once again!!!! I am sad I admit but I am happier!!! Why?? There is no commitment for me to do neither do I have to report what I doing every now and then. &&& I am not stuck with ONE person. So used to single life coming 1 year, suddenly one relationship pop out of no where caught me unaware.

I did cry, felt pain, felt loneliness, couldn't let go. But i didn't notice that that was because I was caught unaware not because I am super duper in love with him. Okie I am a bitch, if I would put my 100% in this kinda relationship, gone. My friends will be super busy, company me take care of me and my health. How can I do this to my friends. I LOVE MY FRIENDS MORE THEN ANYTHING!!!

Don't dare to say I am totally over it. But I couldn't cry cause of this relationship anymore. It doesn't affect me anymore.

Thanks Mousy : You are always there when I cry. No matter how busy are you, you will spare sometime to hear me out. Thanks alot. Yet I still do all these to your account. SORRY! Seriously, thanks lots.

Thanks Ultraman & Monkey : Thanks for accompanying the whole freaking night and hear me nagging. Despite your tiredness you guys still company me to morning. Thanks alot, sorry I disappointed you the next day.

Thanks Sheep-iie : Thanks for telling me all those you know. Telling me that my thinking is wrong and stuff. I greatly appreciate you my friend. I know I childish, I will change my thinking, I learn my lesson once again.

Thanks Lewis-iie : Happy Birthday Bro!! Sorry I caused trouble on your birthday. It was nice talking to you. I really appreciate it. We will soon meet up again. Thanks lots.

Thanks Marvin-iie : You didn't forget the "triple throw" I did while quarreling with him and you were enjoying your burger that moment of time. Thanks for saying is a small thing don't cry over it. Thanks for your concern. I love you my friend.

THANKS ALL THE WONDERFUL PEOPLE AROUND ME. I realised you didn't impact in my life as much as I think. But I will still be going. I won't say thanks to you again, I realised what you did is just the surface. Thanks my friends. LOVESSS.

Zzzzzzoooommmmmgggggg!!!! I haven been blogging for a month omg!!! Sorry for keeping this blog dead for a month. What am I busy with? Games, games & more games. I didn't turn up for exams. Reason: I wasnt confident, I wanna retake, I wanna do better, and I will do it. Well since is holidays, so I game like no body's business.

Game #1 MAPLE.
okay, is lame lame & more lame. but but but is addictive.

Game #2 CABAL.
3d game, quest base. fun fun fun! you dont stick to 1 mob and level.

My gaming life had stop me from sleeping on time, this is NO GOOD. But, I AM HAPPY! I know lots of good people during game. Weeeee. Next up my life, week 0, looking forward to it.

Yesterday was our 2nd month, but still we cant avoid quarrels. What the hell is happening, I am seriously lost and confuse. Why do we have to bicker every single day. I am starting to get tired of it and starting to lose it. I dont want this to happen. Stop quarreling can? This sundays is his birthday! Zomg, I am freaking broke, what should I do for him?


&&& changing blog skin soon.....