WILD THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING WILD IN MY MIND.
ensure me that, you will never leave me.
I am dumb & stupid.
Read her blog to make myself emo.
HOW MUCH SMARTER CAN I BE?

random-ness. causes : not enough sleep.

I think I am getting weirder as days passed. I wanna blog, but I got nothing to blog about! Not going to blog about hows school, cause nothing interesting has been happening. If I would to turn my blog into : sch is okie, what subject is okie. I guess I will bore everybody including myself.

Actually, I am getting to nowhere. Just beating round the bush. In fact there is no main point.

Mel has updated for the sake of updating.
Good luck for those who are going for the elections, results tomorrow.
I hope the people I helped to promote get in :))


原来，有些时候
爱情可以配白面包。
原来，爱情
也是那么美的。

幸福是两个人制造出来
没有对方，就不会完美了。

I haven been updating my blog with pictures. My blog is so boring with words words & more words. I guess the "shooting session" on my blog is over & so does win win's. This means that I can blog normally about my ever boring life.

Term test is like NEXT WEEK!! Is mugging time!!! Somehow or rather. I am ADDICTED TO MUGGING. Dont ask me why, I just out of the blue, liked the feeling of studying. YEAH!! Haven been hanging out with the clique alot. Been busy nowadays. Alex thought of a new group name. Still deciding in progress. Wanted to make something which everyone have the same. The bears we have all either broke or something & is not unique at all. Alex thought of something unique. THANKS BROTHER.

Talked to sexy leg last night. As usual we gossip. &&& there is alot of WHACKY NEWS. Is like ZOMGGGG!!! UNBELIEVABLE. I shall keep these news with me. Not nice to say out.

Student elections is up. Please help vote. Of course, NOT FOR ME. Vote for friends and people you think can work and make camps more fun and worth going for us. Camps are something which I SERIOUSLY ENJOYED THE MOST in my whole life in school. I look forward to everyone of them. Where people have fun, go crazy, know new friends, made yourself known, get closer with friends around you &&& also sometimes can see people's true colours.

I am thinking. What should I ask for for my birthday. 2 months later :( ** so longgggg**
I wan everything :) I added things I wanna do!
- Fresh lavenders (i am kidding, cant get it too)
- Red psp (actually not really)
- Red camera ( i love taking pictures)
- Red nano ( i do prefer a s5 more)
- Samsung S5 (they dont come in red)
- BagPack (shoulder bags are hurting my back)
- New phone (but nothing catches my eye yet)
- New blogskin (this is random, i am jus pure lazy)
- Kbox (my hopeless voice haven recovered yet)
- Steamboat (i can eat already rights)
- Chocolate fondue (i hope i get to eat it this time)
- SHOPPING SPREE (GSS is coming $$ please)
- SINGAPORE FLYER (can someone be nice and bring me up there?)
- Sunrise (i haven seen a decent sunrise in singapore before)
- Boyfriend boyfriend :) (is jus for fun, everything seems so possible. besides this)
- CLUBBING!!! 17JUNE. (poor mel, still underage, only can go underage party)
LAST LAST. I wanna go on a clique outing again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mel is random. Randomly I shall blog pictures.
&&& I apologise for broken english. Is late already, brain not functioning well.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN !!!!!
sorry I didn't go to your BBQ
you are forever my buddy :)

MY BLOG IS HAVING PARTY!!!

Anyways, I guess no point replying all my tags on my tag board. SO I SHALL REPLY HERE! Incase people who fail ENGLISH try to act like me. & retarded people actually believe that is me. When there are samples of my typing RIGHT IN MY BLOG. I am AMAZED by people's intelligence nowadays.

Someone wrote this in my tag board.
Kris: i thought u ask for insult gossip critism and now u cant take it? btw im jus a passer-by.. ps: u really have a bitchy look.

I shall reply what I wanna say here.
I got a very very very very BIG question mark. & when did people insulted me before you do? Can you like quote the insult out. If is about the tag about the person I loath, in the first place, did we like even insult each other? About my looks, is okay if I look bitchy or not. That is not the point. I am ugly I admit. Which part of my blog did I ever say that MEL IS PRETTY?? At least I don't have the looks. I got friends whom are willing to stand by me. Even is 1 true friend. I am happy already. So if you think you have alot of friends to stand by you because you look pretty. I think is a tragic. Everyone will become old & ugly one day. Please face reality. You are not a small girl in your fairyland anymore.

I DID NOT REPLY THE POST THAT "mel:wth, wat i wan to write in my blog, non of ur bussinese" I assume that you are a very smart person. So you can go check IP ADDRESS if you want. I don't reply such tag. I am really amazed by your level of understanding. It is really amusing.

But I have to compliment you! You are proud of your name which is good!!! Cause there are people out there who tag in blogs don't dare to put their own name. Wanna insult don't dare to admit. What a coward.

&&&
I LOVE MY IFC GROUP OF BESTIE!!
I LOVE MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WHOM ARE OFF TO JAPAN TO WORK!!
I LOVE KEN & TAVIS. Always pop out at the right time.
MEL IS ONCE AGAIN HAPPY.
The tags doesnt really affect my happy life now :)

I am very very very very SURE THAT THIS IS MY FREAKING BLOG UNDER MY FREAKING NAME . &&& I HAVE THE 100% FUCKING RIGHTS TO FUCKING BLOG WHAT I WANT. FOR YOUR INFORMATION FOR FUCK I BACK STAB U? WHEN I POST IT SO BIG ON MY BLOG FOR YOU TO FUCKING READ IT!!!!!! So i am glad that I guess you are not illiterate.

Maybe you have difficulty understand my SIMPLE ENGLISH. Let me tell you in IDIOT PROOF ENGLISH. IF YOU FREAKING LOATHE A PERSON DO YOU EVEN NEED A FUCKING REASON? If you cannot think what happened then THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM. Oh ya, how can I forget that I DIDNT EVEN WRITE YOUR NAME THERE? & how the hell you know is you? Because you are the one who wanted to call Johnny to fight?? &&& ABOUT THE ELECTIONS , maybe I get my facts wrong & stuff. I am so OVER THE MOON when I know that you didnt run. DONT ASK ME WHY. &&& if you are going to say this, "you so good why dont you run la" LET ME TELL YOU THIS. PLEASE GET IT IN YOU BRAIN. Is it your problem if I wanna run or not. I know I not good enough to run so I never thought of it. Not like you, I WANNA BE PRESIDENT.

Or so you wanna do something behind my back. Uh ha, I am not the one who say anything. I got nothing to post? LOL you must be freaking joking. I DONT HAVE SUCH A BORING LIFE COMPARED TO YOURS. mine is boring, but cant be compared to yours. GET IT IN UR BRAIN.
& please tag in english that I understand. What want some get some?

After a month of closeness, I felt that you guys started to leave me out of everything. Maybe it is not this way you guys think. But somehow it made me feel this way. When you guys go out or have lunch. I have to always ask what is happening next. Made me feel like you guys dont want me to go. But I continued to be thick skinned and followed. This is how am I thinking now. Please tell me that I am wrong thinking this way. I really treasure this friendship. But somehow or rather I felt that, you guys aint that close to me anymore. Maybe we are becoming more and more like strangers. If you guys want things to go this way, I dont mind but please tell me first. Straight into my face, doesnt matter, I just wanna know.

&&& I seriously have to say this
I AM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH AN ASS TODAY. I shouldn't show my emotions to you guys and maybe made you guys unhappy. I AM SERIOUSLY SORRY. Especially KELVIN.

I dont know what is happening on my tag board.
But I would sincerely like to say this. If you are not my friend please don't try to act like one and use my friend's name to tag. DONT YOU HAVE YOUR OWN NAME??? Or are you to ashame to post your own? STOP USING NAMES LIKE YOKIE & -DES! You are not the person, please dont try to be like them. It totally disgust me. My friend dont talk to way and I know. Please have some own style factor thank you. I am sure you have your own name. If not, it is a tragic that you dont have one and need to act as someone else.

To yokie : the reply that I replied "what whatever? you idiot!!!" is actually in a joking tone. I am not scolding you. But apparently it wasnt you who typed it. I thought you are just disturbing me.

I really treasure this friendship.
With all of you all.
This is what I wanna tell you guys.

This is just a random post.
I finally found out that actually I dont blog that often!
Realised that after 11 months, this is only the 101th post.
Which is like DAMN LITTLE!
&&& my blog is deprive of photos.
**those who have photos of us. & if you are reading this, PLEASSEEE send me the photos :)
but but but the gossips never ends :)


Mob com quiz was okay
but studying it is not okay!
Mel is tired. I wanna sleep.
- iam in mob com class now.

Mel shall be evil today. I will not name NAMES of the person I will be shooting at. But for those who know what happened at SENTOSA for the outing. You guys know exactly who am I talking about.

This particular person use to be my primary school friend. We aint very close, still in talking terms & sometimes jokes can be made between us. Even until we come to poly, this relationship didnt change. We still say hi and asked about each other when we meet in school.

But during the outing, my impression of him sunk to the maximum. He did all the most childish thing you can ever imagine. Is okay, AS LONG AS HE DOESNT DISTURB US AND MAKE US UPHAPPY. But he CROSSED THE LINE! Everyone was pissed of with him. Not only like pissed, fuming, angry and YES! dont question. I STARTED TO HATE HIM.

Is like, I known you since primary school and you are like that? I didnt get my chance to see this interesting side of you. UNTIL NOW? My impression of him, fun, friendly, nice, ra-ra, steady is like all shattered into pieces. & profffffff there goes our FRIENDSHIP.

Tell you here. Straight in your face. I LOATH THE SIGHT OF YOU. The moment I see you, I feel that my luck will become 0. You made me feel like I am the most unlucky girl in this world when I see you.

&&& guess what? He wanted to run for main com in ESC. I was like, WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? HIM? OMG I WILL NOT BE GOING TO CAMPS ANYMORE!!! IS A INSULT TO ME.
&&& heaven is not blind. HE GOT R-E-J-E-C-T-E-D!!! re-ject-ed.
YES I LOVE THE WORD.

Random happening, today I saw him in school a couple of times. That explain why I fainted and became so weak. &&& when I go to the NTUC near my house. I FUCKING SAW HIM AGAIN!!!! OMG and to my surprise, someone like him is a MUMMY'S BOY! zOMG!

& YES if you are wondering
I am a women
I GOSSIP
so please bear with me.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOHNATHAN GOH! (JOHNNY!!)

what we did today was something real small
hope you like it and enjoy your birthday :)
special thanks to weiting :))

Sorry, my blog is deprive of photos. Not holding a camera phone. The photos with others.

Met Sheryl today. FINALLY! Haven go out with her ever since she went to navy, which is like last year december 16!! She finally graduated from TP and got her expensive cert. Well, she treat Des & I FISH & CO.!!! So nice of her. When I get my first pay, I will treat her something good too :)

Bout 7 plus went back TP to do web app. &&& faced a big big prob. Cant continue. I guess Steven Lee is so gonna kill me.

Maths quiz also okie today.
Tomorrow:
- OOP lab test :(
- Telesys quiz
- Mob com quiz :(((
Study hard MEL!

Term test, 1 week + more to go....

I am FREAKING in pain!!
My incurable throat hurts like !@#$%^&*()
Is has been like that ever since week 0 which is like A MONTH AGO!!!!

Lost of voice at first. Cannot talk but can eat and drink properly.
NOW?
Can talk abit. CANT FREAKING EAT AND DRINK PROPERLY!!
even swallowing my freaking saliva it hurts like FUCK!!!
I cant eat my favorite food!!!
No chocolate, fried stuff, CHILLI!! & everything which is heaty.
THIS REALLY SUCKS TO THE EXTEND U CAN EVER IMAGINEEEE

&&& my freaking cousin is now playing disappearing games with me.
can u just come back and we talk PROPERLY.
I dont wanna quarrel further.
just cause of child's play I am going to lose someone SO IMPORTANT TO ME?
that is a FUCKING BIG NONO !!!


***i think this is idiot prove enough for you to read. tell me if u need any translation.
if you dont need, then stop doing all this stuff that is enough to kill me
THANKSS!

I WANNA CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN FOR A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME
but lazy mel haven been doing it :(
is there someone nice to change for me :)))

MEL IS TROUBLED!

Quarreled with parents again since yesterday. I dont wan history to repeat itself.

I am back to WARZONE.

I BETTER START UPDATING!!
My blog becoming died since then, everybody stopped tagging :(

Start from saturday.
Initially wanted to help Clara at a hair show. But couldn't go due to disapproval from daddy. I AM SORRY!! Anyways, wanted to study ended up playing pool. Everyone bought a bear keychain, and mine is REDDDD!! as usual.

Tuesday.
Checkup, for my throat. Everything seems fine. :) talk less shout less.

Wednesday.
WATCHED WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS WITH PRECIOUS FRIENDS :) funny show.

Hmmm, my blog is getting boring.
I got something to say. Sorry guys, I feel that I haven been leaving u guys aside. Sorry Sorry. I having mood swing these days. I will be back soon. IAMSORRY!

** TREAT THE DATE AS 8 MAY 2008!!!

Sorry for the late update, I am waiting for videos and pictures. But is yet to come. Never mind I will update again :)

We sabo-ed you quite abit. Throw your face quite alot. But I hoped you enjoyed ALOT on that day. The sabo, I won't blog about it. Cos video shows everything :) Enjoy your 18th year of your life. Take car license soon, so you can drive me everywhere:) &&& when u go club! please call your rain along!!

I hope you enjoy your little celebration on o7o5o8.
I hope you like the present we made for you.
I hope you like the cake HuiMin "found" for you.
&&& HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND :DDD

I am happy today :)
Equally sad :(

Why sad??
Cos I got to miss school again. I fainted at polyclinic. Got 3 days MC, which means need to skip school for like 3 days. OMG I think I so gonna be expelled from school. T__T No point to say I wanna study hard. I really need to do it.

Why HAPPY??
I got a bunch of friends that I really treasure. When I fainted, they all just rush down to polyclinic from school. I am really touched. I will treasure u guys forever. KELVIN, DESMOND, KAVEN, KJ, KENNY, YIKAI, HUITING, HUIMIN, ALEX, WEITING, JOHNNY, DERRENCE, ZHENLIN. You guys will be my friends forever. Thanks for being my friend :)

Yesterday was the Sentosa trip with my IFC freshiie!! Although the turn up rate wasn't good, they still had lots of fun! Sabo-ed Zhen Lin and Hui Ting as usual, dig a hole and put both of them in. Some spoilers came to so called spoil the outing abit but, is okie they still had fun. Headed to sky rider, the view wasn't that bad after all.


















Thanks those who came:
DESMOND ifc DESMOND mtn YUJIE MAUREEN WEIZHEN XINKAI WEITING HUIMIN FRANCIS ALEX HUITING ZHENLIN KELVIN KAVEN KJ WINWIN WEIQIANG JUNPING JOHNNY JOHNATHAN YIWEI BEEYEAN GEOKLIN DERRENCE

&&& THANKS FARID, for coming down just to have lunch with us. Good luck in BZE. See you soon.

May, got 5 birthdays, 18th birthdays.
Planning sabos, Singapore Flyer.
1st up, how to sabo ZhenLin on his birthday =)