Okay, I am perfectly sober! Even I drunk fucking lot just now.

I will fucking face the reality so you better be fucking reading it!

This is my confession.

1. I fucking cant get over you.

2. I really really wanna get over with it. Is really killing me.

3. I really really wanna see you again.

4. I am also really scared to see you. I don't know what to do if I met up with you.

5. Those things I said that I let go, move on, or something along this line. IS ALL FUCKING LYING TO MYSELF.

6. I am fucking scared of another relationship. Seriously FUCKING SCARED.

7. & I realised I am a SUPER UPER FUCKING LUCKY BITCH. I have really good people around me. Seriously thanks. I am just a FUCKED UP BITCH, yet you guys just stayed with me.

8. Lastly, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I wanna change to be a stronger person, I wanna get over and done with. I want to be happy. HELP!!!!!

St James was crazy today.

I saw hell lot of people, let me name.

Lewis, Javier, Daryl, Jun Xiang, Yin Sheng, Edwin, Wei Ting, 

Cassandra, Brandon, K, Eric & maybe I forget some others.

Clubbed with Yiting, Kenneth, Clayton, Randal, Calvin + gang,

Pillar Lai (lol) + friends. 

All the long lost friends. OMG OMG