I wanna learn the art of concealing. I will not be able to open up my heart again. Falling in love, was just wrong from the start. I will just cover up everything that is going through my brain and show the world that MEL is happy. I dont care whether if it is lying to myself, or bringing myself down and stuff. That is the most I can do to salvage myself from all this open wounds. The fact that the previous wound is still open and bleeding. & here comes another one.

No, I wont be a stupid little girl who believe in what people tell me anymore. Everytime I trust them, it turn out to be lies. Dont even mention about 50%, I cant even believe 0.5% of the things you say. This is how much I was hurt.